The Culprit: A Breath of Foreign Air

Lydia had always been a plain and unremarkable woman. Even her own mother admitted that nature had not been kind to her. “With looks like hers, it’ll be hard to find a husband,” her father would sigh with resignation.

Her thin hair, prominent nose, large teeth, small chin, and troubled, acne-prone skin made her stand out—though not in the way she would have liked. Yet despite her appearance, Lydia had a gentle, kindhearted nature. She seemed untroubled by her lack of beauty. At least, that’s how it appeared. In truth, she knew she wasn’t pretty. But what could she do?

“It doesn’t matter, love,” her mother reassured her. “Happiness isn’t in beauty. God has a match for everyone. You’ll find love and family one day. The heart matters most—and yours is good. The right man will see that.”

But hearts aren’t so easily seen. Lydia attracted no admirers. Men’s gazes slid right past her, lingering instead on women with porcelain features.

She chose psychology as her profession—a field where beauty was irrelevant, even an advantage. Patients opened up to her sincerity, her empathy, her ability to listen. Soon, she became a sought-after therapist. Her parents helped her buy a flat, and all might have been well—if not for the aching emptiness in her personal life.

One day, a man brought his grown daughter to Lydia’s office. The girl was devastated by divorce and needed guidance. At first, she acted as though seeing Lydia was beneath her. But after two sessions, she was the one hurrying back first. Her father, Michael, came to thank Lydia.

“You’ve worked miracles,” he said, effusive with praise. “She’s herself again—smiling, hopeful. I can’t thank you enough. Please, have dinner with me.”

He told her his story over the meal. “I raised Sophie alone. My wife left us for another man, moved to America. I never remarried—didn’t want to upset Sophie. I spoiled her, I’ll admit it. Now she’s grown, and here I am, still alone. I only hope she marries again, gives me grandchildren one day.”

Lydia offered gentle comfort. “You’re a good man. You’ll find the right woman.”

Then, unexpectedly, he asked, “And what about you? Could I interest you?”

She faltered, eyes lowering in confusion. Michael mistook it for hesitation.

“I’m serious,” he said firmly. “At my age, there’s no time for games. I like you. I can provide for you. You won’t want for anything. No need to answer now—just think about it.”

She told her mother later.

“Don’t overthink it,” her mother urged.

“But I don’t love him,” Lydia protested.

“Love fades. Do you think your father and I still love each other after all these years? We’ve weathered storms. Came close to divorce more than once. But in the end, two is easier than one.”

Lydia weighed her future. A lonely old age? Handsome young men weren’t for her. A divorced, desperate man was all she could expect with her plain face. And Michael was kind, stable—though much older. So she said yes.

The makeup artists worked their magic, and on her wedding day, Lydia looked radiant. Michael beamed with pride at his accomplished bride.

He proved a devoted husband—tender, attentive, calling her “my Lydia” with affection. Their life was peaceful. She’d return from work weary, and he’d bring her warm milk, tuck a blanket around her, lavish her with care. What more could she want?

An old classmate came to her for therapy. Once the prettiest girl in school, now she carried the weight of two failed marriages, two children, and a third on the way with a man who resented her past and lived off her earnings.

“So much for beauty guaranteeing happiness,” Lydia thought. She had no right to complain. Her husband adored her. Wasn’t that enough?

Children? She wanted them. But fear held her back—what if they inherited her plainness? And she never conceived.

Then, three years in, Michael fell ill. Heart troubles turned to cancer. Lydia tended to him tirelessly, but he grew bitter, irritable, especially in bouts of despair.

Surgeries, endless chemotherapy. She nursed him without complaint. His daughter, Sophie, visited only to accuse Lydia: “If he hadn’t married you, he’d still be healthy. You brought this on him.”

“Leave her be,” Michael chided. “She does more than her share. You’re the one who should visit more often.”

Sophie scoffed. “I’ve got my own life. He married young—let her deal with it.”

Then one day, Michael surprised Lydia. “I’ve booked you a trip. Italy. Ten days. You need rest.”

She refused—how could she leave him? But he insisted. “Sophie will help. The doctors are here. Go. Please.”

Reluctantly, she agreed.

Italy was a balm. She breathed in the sea air, savored pasta. Then, in a café, a handsome local named Antonio flirted openly, pressing her to let him show her the city—and his bed. She escaped through a back door, flustered, hailing a cab.

The driver, an expat named Tony, spoke English. He complained about Italian women—how his ex-wife had taken everything. The next day, he showed Lydia vineyards, shared wine under the sun.

She spent the night in his cramped flat. And for the first time in her life, she fell in love.

When it was time to leave, Tony begged her to stay. She refused—it would kill Michael. He scribbled his address, but on the plane, she tore it up.

Back home, Michael was weaker. Yet when Lydia felt nauseous, he urged her to see a doctor. She returned glowing. He knew before she spoke.

“A boy, I think,” he said softly.

She froze.

“I don’t blame you. I’m glad. I only wish I could raise him with you.” He made her promise to name the child after him.

She clung to him, weeping. In that moment, she loved him fiercely.

But he faded fast. Lydia, despite her pregnancy, barely left his side. Until one day, he insisted she keep her appointments.

At work, unease gnawed at her. Returning home, she saw the ambulance. Her legs turned to lead.

Michael was gone. Under his pillow—a letter. “My Lydia…” She couldn’t read past the tears.

Sophie made a scene at the funeral, screaming that Lydia had killed him, that she’d take everything.

Three months later, Lydia’s son was born—beautiful, unlike her, unlike Tony.

“Must be the Italian air,” she’d say with a smile.

Perhaps it was the air. Or fleeting love. Or simply that Lydia’s heart held no bitterness. With time, even her plain features softened.

Her son became her joy. And joy, as they say, has a way of making any woman bloom.

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