Wednesday, 13th March
Its late now, but I cant sleep.
My mind keeps replaying everything that happened this week.
I suppose putting it all down might help.
Im 36, a single dad living in a little flat on the ninth floor in Manchester, just me and my son, Jamie.
Hes twelve, and its been us alone ever since his mum died three years ago.
The flat echoes with pipes and feels far too quiet without her.
The lift groans every time it moves, and the corridor always smells faintly of burnt toast.
Our neighbour, Mrs.
Edwards, lives next doora retired schoolmistress, in her seventies, with silver hair and a wheelchair she hates.
Her memorys sharp as a tack, and she corrects my text messages with the gentleness of someone who misses classroom days.
Jamies called her Gran E for ages, even before he dared say it aloud.
She bakes him cakes before big tests and once made him rewrite an essay over a muddled your and youre.
When I pull a late shift, she reads with him so he doesnt feel lonely.
Last Tuesday began as usualspaghetti night.
Jamies favourite because its cheap and I cant ruin it.
He sat at the table, pretending he was hosting MasterChef.
Would you like more parmesan, sir? He waggled the grater, scattering cheese everywhere.
Thats enough, chef, I laughed.
Weve got a surplus!
He smiled, busy telling me about a maths problem hed solvedthen the fire alarm started.
At first, I waited for it to stop.
We get false alarms nearly every week.
But this time, it didnt subside; it became a howling, angry scream.
And thenreal smoke, thick and gritty.
Coat.
Shoes.
Right now, I ordered.
Jamie froze, then bolted.
I grabbed my keys and phone, flung open the door.
Smoke curled along the ceiling.
Someone was coughing.
Another voice yelled, Go!
Move!
The lift? Jamie asked.
The panel lights were off, doors shut.
Stairs.
Ahead of me.
Hand on the rail.
Keep going.
The stairwell was chaosbare feet, pyjamas, crying children.
Nine floors never seem much until youre scrambling down with smoke chasing you, your son leading.
By the seventh, my throat burned.
At the fifth, my legs protested.
By the third, my heartbeat was louder than the alarm.
You alright? Jamie gasped, glancing back.
Im fine, I lied.
Keep it moving.
We burst out into the chilly night.
People huddled in blankets, some barefoot.
I pulled Jamie aside, hunched down.
He nodded too fast.
Are we going to lose everything?
I scanned the crowd, searching for Mrs.
Edwards, but she was nowhere.
I dont know, I admitted.
Listen, I need you to stay here with the neighbours.
Why?
Where are you going?
I have to get Mrs.
Edwards.
She cant use the stairs.
The lifts are dead.
Shes trapped.
You cant go back in, Dadtheres a fire!
I know, but I wont leave her behind.
I squeezed his shoulders.
If you were stuck up there, and no one came for you, Id never forgive them.
I cant be that person.
And if something happens to you?
Ill be careful.
If you follow, Ill worry about both of you.
I need you safe, right here.
Can you do that for me?
I love you, I said.
Love you too, Jamie whispered.
I turned and re-entered the building everyone else was fleeing.
The climb up felt hotter, narrower.
Smoke clung overhead.
The alarm drilled through my skull.
By the ninth, my lungs stung; legs trembled.
Mrs.
Edwards was already in the hallway, clutching her bag in her lap, hands trembling on the wheels.
She sagged with relief when she saw me.
Oh, thank goodness, she wheezed.
The lifts arent working.
Im stuck.
Come with me.
My dear, you cant roll a wheelchair down nine flights.
Im not rolling you.
Im carrying you.
I locked the wheels, slid one arm under her knees, the other around her back, and lifted.
Lighter than I expected.
Her fingers gripped my shirt.
If you drop me, she muttered, I shall haunt you.
Each step was a war between mind and muscle.
Eighth floor.
Seventh.
Sixth.
My arms screamed, sweat stung my eyes.
You can set me down, she whispered.
Im sturdier than I look.
If I put you down, I may never get you up again.
She stayed quiet for several floors.
Hes outside, waiting, she breathed.
That was enough to keep me going.
We reached the lobby.
My knees nearly gave way, but I didnt stop until we were outside.
I placed her on a plastic chair.
Jamie raced over.
Remember what the firefighter taught us?
Slow breathsbreathe in through your nose, out through your mouth.
She managed a laugh, half cough.
My little doctor, she teased.
Engines and sirens arrived.
Fire crews shouted and unrolled hoses.
The fire started on the eleventh floor.
The sprinklers managed most of it.
Our flats were smoky but standing.
The lifts stay shut until theyre inspected, a firefighter told us.
Might be days.
People groaned.
Mrs.
Edwards stayed quiet.
When we were finally allowed back in, I carried her up againnine floors, slower, stopping at every landing.
She apologised all the way.
I hate being a burden.
Youre not a burden.
Youre family.
Jamie led the way, announcing each floor like a tour guide.
We settled her in.
I checked her medicines, water, and phone.
Ring me if you need anything.
Or tap on the wall.
Youd do the same for us, I said, though we both knew she couldnt carry me down nine flights.
The next two days were a slogstairs and aching muscles.
I carried up her shopping, took down her rubbish, moved her table so the wheelchair could turn.
Jamie went back to doing homework at her flat, her red pen hovering like a hawk.
She thanked me so often, I just smiled and said, Youre stuck with us now.
For a moment, life almost felt peaceful.
Then, someone tried to kick down my door.
I was at the hob, making cheese toasties.
Jamie was at the table, grumbling about fractions.
The first bang shook the door.
Jamie jumped.
The second was louder.
I dried my hands and opened it just a crack, foot blocking.
A man stood therefiftyish, flushed face, grey hair slicked back, smart shirt, expensive watch, cheap anger.
We need to talk, he growled.
Alright, I replied quietly.
How can I help?
Oh, I know what you did during that fire.
You did it deliberately, he spat.
Shameful.
Behind me, I heard Jamies chair scrape the floor.
I moved to fill the doorway.
Who are you, and what do you think I did deliberately?
I know shes left you the flat.
You think Im stupid?
You manipulated her.
My mother.
Mrs.
Edwards.
Ive lived next to her ten years.
OddIve never seen you once.
Not your concern.
You knocked on my door.
You made it my concern.
Youre milking my mum, playing the hero, and now shes changing her will.
People like you always play innocent.
Something inside me chilled at people like you.
Now leave, I said softly.
Theres a child behind me.
I wont do this with him listening.
He stepped in so close, I could smell stale coffee.
This isnt finished.
You wont take whats mine.
I shut the door.
He didnt try to stop it.
I turned.
Jamie stood in the hallway, pale.
Dad, did you do something wrong?
No, Jamie.
I did the right thing.
Some people hate seeing it when they didnt do it themselves.
Will he hurt you?
Ill make sure he doesnt.
Youre safe.
Thats what matters.
I turned back to the hob.
A few minutes lateranother bang.
Not at mine, but at hers.
I flung the door open.
He was outside Mrs.
Edwards flat, fist pounding the wood.
MUM!
OPEN THIS DOOR NOW!
I strode into the corridor, phone in hand, screen glowing.
Hello, I said loudly, as if already on a call.
I need to report an aggressive man threatening an elderly disabled resident on the ninth floor.
He froze and turned towards me.
If you hit that door again, I really make that call.
And Ill show them hallway camera footage.
He muttered a curse and tramped down the stairs.
Her door slammed loudly after.
I knocked gently on Mrs.
Edwards door.
Its me.
Hes gone.
Are you alright?
She cracked the door a sliver, looking pale, hands trembling.
Im so sorry, she whispered.
I didnt want him disturbing you.
You dont owe an apology for him.
Should I call the police?
Or building manager?
She shivered.
No.
Hed only get angrier.
Is it true what he said?
About the will, the flat?
Her eyes filled.
Yes.
Im leaving the flat to you.
I leaned on the doorframe, trying to absorb this.
But why?
Youve got a son.
My son doesnt care about me, she said.
Her voice was tired, not angry.
Only about what I own.
He visits when he wants money.
Talks about care homes like hes chucking out old furniture.
You and Jamie care.
You bring me soup.
Stay when Im frightened.
You carried me down nine flights.
I want what little I have to go to someone who genuinely cares.
Someone who doesnt see me as a burden.
We do care.
Jamie calls you Gran E when he thinks youre not listening.
A damp laugh escaped.
I heard him.
I like it.
I didnt do it for this.
Id have helped even if everything went to him.
I know.
Thats why I trust you.
I nodded, stepped inside, and gently hugged her shoulders.
She squeezed back, surprisingly strong.
Youre not alone, I said.
You have us.
And you have me, she managed.
Both of you.
That night, we ate at her table.
She insisted on cooking.
Youve carried me twice already.
I refuse to let your son subsist on burnt cheese as well.
Jamie set the table.
Gran E, sure you dont need help?
I was cooking before your dad was born.
Sit, or Ill give you an essay.
Simple pasta and breadit was the best meal Id had in months.
Jamie looked between us.
So, are we like actually family now?
Mrs.
Edwards tilted her head.
Promise youll let me correct your grammar forever?
He groaned.
Yeah.
Guess so.
Then yes.
Were family.
He smiled and tucked in.
Theres a dent in her doorframe now, where her son hammered.
The lift still moans.
That lingering scent of burnt toast still hangs in the corridor.
But when Jamie laughs in her flat, or she knocks to gift us a slice of cake, the silence doesnt weigh so heavily anymore.
Sometimes, the people you share blood with dont show up when it matters.
Sometimes, the ones next door walk back into fire for you.
And sometimes, carrying someone down nine flights does more than save a life.
It makes space in your family.
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