On the Edge of This Summer
August 27th
Working in a small village library in the English countryside, I often thought my life was awfully uneventful. These days, most folks find what they want online, and the number of visitors has dwindled to a trickle. Mainly, its university students, the occasional schoolchild, or pensioners passing through. Between dusting and rearranging books, Id read through more novels than anyone could imagineromantic dramas, philosophy, travelogues, you name it. Yet, now that Im turning thirty, it dawns on me that while I read so much about romance, none ever happened to me.
Its about time for family, really, but my plain looks and modestly-paid librarian job havent helped my prospects. It never occurred to me to seek another job; I was content enough. That changed recently when a surprise came my way: at a regional event for librarians, I somehow won the grand prizetwo weeks, fully paid, at the seaside.
How lovely! Im definitely going, I excitedly told Mum and my good friend Jane. Id never manage such a trip on my wage, but sometimes life just hands you a gift.
Now, here I am at the tail end of summer, wandering along an empty stretch of beach. Most holidaymakers hid away in the cafénot surprising, with the sea rough and winds high today. I was only three days into my trip. Craving a bit of solitude, I decided to stroll and let my thoughts roam with the waves.
Suddenly, I spotted a young lad swept off the pier by a surge of water. Without thinking for a second, I dashed to help. Though Im no champion swimmer, Ive always been able to keep my head above water since I was a child. Luckily, he wasnt far from shore. The waves carried him towards me, then tried to drag him back. Somehow, I managed to pull him in, wading until the water was up to my chest, just thinking: Stay on your feet, just get him in.
Finally, we made it to the shallows. Soaking and draped in my best summer dress, I glanced at the boy and was surprisedhe was only about fourteen, but taller even than me.
What on earth possessed you to jump in with the sea like this today? I asked as he caught his breath.
He just thanked me, wobbled a bit, then wandered off. Shrugging, I watched him go. The next morning, sunlight streamed in when I woke. The sky and sea were bright and blue, as if making amends for yesterdays storm.
After breakfast, I stretched out on the sand until late afternoon, then wandered to the park. By chance, I wandered into the shooting gallery. It had been ages since Id handled a rifle at school and uni, so I had a gofirst shot, missed, second, right on target.
Look, son, thats how its done! came a mans voice from behind me. I turned and saw, to my surprise, the same boy from yesterday. There was a flicker of recognition, maybe a dash of fear, in his eyes.
His dad, introducing himself as William, was a tall, affable sort. Perhaps you could give us both a lesson? he grinned. Neither of us are much good with this, Im afraid.
We ended up spending the evening togetherwalking, chatting over ice cream in a seaside café, even taking a whirl on the Ferris wheel. At first, I half expected Williams wife to join us, but they seemed perfectly content on their own.
I quickly found William to be keenly intelligent and wonderfully easy to talk to. The more we talked, the more I liked him.
So, how long are you here for, Anna? he asked.
First week. Another to go yet, I replied with a small laugh.
Which town are you from, if you dont mind me asking?
To all our amusement, it turned out William and his son, Oliver, lived in the same village as me. We all laughed at the coincidence.
Funny, isnt it? William grinned, We never meet in town, and here we are, on the same patch of sand.
Oliver warmed up and joined in; I could tell hed sussed that I wasnt about to mention the mishap from yesterday. When it grew late, the two of them walked me back to my guesthouse and we promised to meet again at the beach next morning.
I was there first, but they were almost an hour late.
So sorry, Anna, William said, setting up beside me. Believe it or not, we just plain forgot to set an alarm. Slept right through.
Dad, Im going in for a swim! Oliver called and dashed to the water.
I startled: Wait, you cant swim!
William gaped at me: Of course he can! Took second at the school gala last term.
I was left confusedwasnt he the one I hauled out in a panic? Perhaps Id misread the whole scene.
That week passed in a dream: morning swims, late-night walks, outings to ancient ruins and local museums. I longed to speak to Oliver alonesomething in his eyes hinted at a private worry, or maybe I was imagining things. All I knew for certain is that father and son were staying at the hotel next to mine.
My chance came when Oliver turned up on his own one morning.
Morning. Dads under the weathercaught a bit of a fever, he said with a grin. I promised him youd keep an eye on me. Hope thats all right, I just couldnt stand sitting in the room all day.
Give me your fathers number just in case, I said. He did, and I called William.
Good morning, William wheezed. More like a grim one. Temperatures shot up out of nowhere. Please, look after my boyhe swore hed do as you say.
Of course, get some rest. Hes a bright lad and nearly grown. I promised to visit later.
After a swim, Oliver stretched out on the next lounger and piped up, Youre a real friend, Anna.
Whatever gives you that idea? I smiled.
Thanks for not telling Dad about what happened at the pier, he said quietly. I didnt mean to end up in the waterit just swept me off my feet, honestly.
Its nothing, I answered, then, after a pause, asked, Oliver, wheres your mum? Why are you and your dad here on your own?
For a moment he seemed to debate whether to answer, then shook his head and said it all.
William travels for work, sometimes going off to London for days at a time. Oliver stays behind with his mum, Caroline. Outwardly, they were a picture-perfect family. But as he explained, truth was something else. Caroline wasnt who she appeared to be.
Once, just before a trip, William told his wife, Im being sent to a training course in London for three weeks. When Im done, theyre thinking of giving me a promotiondeputy manager, better pay for all of us.
Surprisingly, Caroline looked almost pleased. The day after William left, she told Oliver, Love, were having a couple of guests overmy colleague Tom and his daughter, Libby. Tom and I need to work on some plans, so can you take Libby out for a bit? Maybe the park or the arcade?
Libby was my age, sharp as a tack too. After a while at the house, she winked, Lets skip out for a bit, see whats on in town.
Caroline handed Oliver a fifty-pound note, saying, Heretreat her to some ice cream. Be a gentleman.
That was more than hed ever been given before. The three weeks dragged onLibby and Oliver entertained each other while Caroline and Tom worked. Before William returned, Libby pulled Oliver aside.
Well, little man, your dads due home. Ive kept you out of the house long enoughdone my part, plenty to do myself anyway, she scoffed. Tom and my mum split ages ago but still fight over the house.
Oliver found her bluntness rudeand resented her attitude toward his mum and dad. Still, his suspicions grew with every passing day. By the time William returned, he could see that his mothers affection for his father had cooled. He felt his family teetering on collapse.
The night everything changed, Oliver intended to tell his dad everything, but instead he overheard his parents arguing.
Yes, Ive been seeing Tomwhat will you do about it? hissed Caroline.
Nothing, William replied softly. Ill file for divorce. Oliver will stay with me.
Fine by me. Im starting over, Caroline retorted, slamming their front door on the way out the next morning.
That Saturday, Oliver took his time getting out of bed, listening to the strange quiet in the house. His mum bustled around, packing. His dad brooded over his laptop. When at last she left, William tried to explain, but Oliver stopped him.
Dad, I know everythingI was going to tell you. I love you, and well be better off, just us two.
William ruffled his hair, a sad smile on his face. Turns out youre more grown-up than I thought. If you want to see your mum, thats your choiceshe left me, not you.
For now, Oliver had no desire to see Caroline. After the beach, he and I picked up fruit and stopped by Williams room to cheer him up. He was in much better spirits. Ill be back on the beach tomorrow, he promised.
Three days later, it was time for William and Oliver to go home; I still had a couple more days on my own. The summer was winding down. Our goodbyes were surprisingly warmWilliam promised to collect me at the airport when I returned home, and Oliver smiled with genuine happiness.
I made no plans, but as my holiday ended, Williams gentle messages made me feel hope again. Soon after, I moved in with William and Oliver, and no one seemed happier than Oliver himselfa new beginning for all of us.
Personal lesson: Sometimes, when you least expect it, life flings you into the seanot to drown you, but to carry you to unfamiliar shores, where you finally find your place.







