Long-Awaited Granddaughter
Monday.
I cant remember the last time I felt this restless. For two nights straight Ive barely slept a wink, ever since that business with my son kicked off again. I kept calling Joes number, knowing he wouldnt answer, not as long as he was away at sea and out of signal range. But it seemed I just couldnt help myself, redialing in vain, hoping for a miracle.
Oh, Joe, what a tangled web youve left me with! I sighed, phone pressed to my ear for the hundredth time. Hes out on another bloody voyage, unreachable until he docks in the next portand theres no telling when thatll be. And now, of all times, this had to happen!
It all really began years ago, before Joe ever started working long-haul shipping. Hes always been a mana grown one, at thatbut love never seemed to stick for him. Every time he brought home a nice girl, something, according to him, just wasnt right. I watched, heart aching, as each promising relationship collapsed for no good reason I could see.
Honestly, Joe, youve got a stubborn streak,” I used to tell him. “What woman could ever meet your endless requirements?
Hed just shrug and tell me I worried too much about having a daughter-in-law, as though it didnt matter what sort of person shed turn out to be.
Of course I care! All I want is that she loves you and that shes a decent soul.
Hed only grant me silence, which frustrated me all the more. Who did he think he was, acting like hed figured out life better than the very woman who raised him? Whos the parent here, after all?
What was wrong with Lorna, then? I’d snap at him, exasperated.
I told you before, Mum.
Alright, and what about Emily? Or Sophie? That girl was sweetsoft-spoken and always lending a hand around the house. She was certainly good enough.
She was kind, Ill give you that. But neither of us actually loved each other, Mum.
And Catherine?
Hed just sigh, Mum!
And so it went, conversation after awkward conversation ending in Joe storming out. Just like his father with his meticulousness and pigheadedness, I used to think, irritated.
Time passed, girlfriends came and went, but my dreamto see Joe settled, married, and to play with my grandchildrenstayed always out of reach. Then, out of nowhere, Joe bumped into an old mate who recruited him for the shipping lines. He took to it straight away, no matter my protests.
Mum, its a brilliant offer. Do you know how much money Ill make out there? Well be set, you and me!
I dont care about your wages, Joe; I care about you being here, about having a family!
Family needs providing for! And when the kids come, I wont be going to sea any more, so nows the time to save up.
And save up he didlavishly. After his very first voyage, he renovated the whole flat. The second time, he set up a hefty bank account and handed me the bank card.
Thats so youll never go without, Mum!
I dont need it, Joe, honestly! All I want are grandkids, times moving on, and Im not getting any younger.
Oh, give over, youre nowhere near the retirement home! hed scoff.
I barely touched the money. Between my modest pension from working at the local chemist and little else needed, it hardly seemed right. Let it sit there, Id mutter, hell see one day how frugal his mother is!
A few years passed in that fashion. Joes short stays between trips were bursts of socialisinglate nights with mates, young women I never met (not that hed introduce anyone these days). When I asked, he said, It saves you the trouble of worrying about me not marrying them, Mum!
Worse still, he started saying I was too trusting of people. They only acted good for your benefit, Mum. If youd really known them
That stung, to be honest, making me feel foolishnaive, even. Did my own son truly see me that way?
One evening, just as I was doubting myself the most, I spied him with another womanMums intuition told me to march right up and demand an introduction. Joe, for once, went bright red. But mother is mother, and etiquette demanded introductions.
Beththat was her namecharmed me immediately: tall, slender, corkscrew curls, and such a warm smile. My grievances evaporated at once.
Maybe, just maybe I thought. Perhaps all those other misfires led him here, to this wonderful girl!
Their romance blossomed for the length of Joes shore leave. At my insistence, Beth visited us several times. I was thrilledshe was witty, well-spoken, and always made conversation flow effortlessly. But when Joe shipped out again, Beth vanished.
Were not in touch anymore, Mum. Best leave her be, he grumbled.
I puzzled it over for weeks, but got nowhere.
A year went by. Joe made brief, frosty returns. Each time I asked about Beth, I received only curt, cold responses.
Oh, for heavens sake, Joe!” I blurted out eventually. “What fault did you find with this one?
Its my business, Mum. Pleasestay out of it.
I was on the brink of tears. I only care about you, Joe!
Well, dont! he barked, before leaving for another stint at sea, and I returned to my familiar, empty routines.
Until one day, at work, a young lady came in for baby food. My heart skippedit was Beth! Blushing, she fussed over the little girl in the pram.
Oh, Beth! Its wonderful to see you. Joes told me nothingjust vanished, said best not to ask!
She only looked away, eyes sad, Well… maybe its best.
I grew nervous. Tell me, love, did Joe hurt you? I know his stubbornness
Doesnt matter, really. Im not angry. We should gostill got to nip to the shops.
Come by the chemist againIm here every other day. Itd be lovely to chat.
And she did, next time I worked. She kept coming by, and bit by bit, her story slipped out. Shed fallen pregnant by Joe, but he wanted nothing to do with a childclaimed sea life didnt suit long commitments. Then he vanished.
He probably hopped a ship again, she shrugged. No matter. Were fine as we are.
I nearly fell to my knees beside the pram, peering at the baby.
So that meansshes my granddaughter?
Beth nodded softly. Her names Alice.
Alice…
Id barely slept since. I coaxed out of Beth that she was strugglingthey rented a small flat, but with a baby and no stable income, she was at breaking point. The thought of Alice moving far away, gone for good, made my heart ache.
Why dont you both move in here, Beth? You and Alice? Ill help, you can find a steady job. Joes moneys sitting about gathering dustAlice will want for nothing.
But what will Joe say?
Let him say what he likes! Abandoned you both, kept me in the dark. Let me at least make up for his mistake! And when hes home, Ill have a wordI most certainly will!
So thats how we landed in this new arrangement. I lavished Alice with everything I hadmy time, my love, my resources. Beth found a job and left Alice in my care, often coming home late, exhausted.
Run off your feet all day, love? Never mind! Go put your feet up, Ill bathe Alice and put her down.
Soon Joes next return home loomed. I pictured myself raging at him, fists clenched, demanding he face the situation. But Beth grew ever more anxious.
Hes going to kick us out, I can feel it! she fretted, Ill start looking for somewhere else.
He wont dare! This is my home and I choose who stays. Let him try tell me otherwise!
No matter how Beth insisted, I didnt budge. I wanted her and Alice with me.
At dinner one night, I said, Im thinking we ought to sign the flat over to Alice. In case Joe never gets married, she deserves something. Besides, hes not even listed on her birth certificate, is he?
Beth blushed. Sorry, I… I wasnt sure…
I understand, but in case anything happens, lets sort it tomorrow.
Really, theres no needmy parents have a place
Nonsense! Ive made my decision.
But at the solicitors, we hit a snag: Your son needs to relinquish his claim before you can transfer ownership, said the lawyer.
I fumed, but told myself itd all get sorted soon as Joe came home. Beth, though, looked increasingly frazzled, slipping away at all hours.
What are you up to, Beth? I asked one evening, noticing a packed suitcase behind the bed.
I need to go. When Joe returns
Youre not going anywhere with Alice! I snapped. After pondering, I added, You shouldnt have to work yourself to the bone. I told you where the bank card istake it, buy what you need. Alice hardly knows her own mother lately!
Beth didnt answer. Joe would be home in two days.
That morning, I woke extra early, eager to peek at Beth and little Alice still asleep. But Beth was gone; only Alice snuggled peacefully beneath the duvet.
Wheres she disappeared to at six in the morning? I wondered, wracking my brain.
I busied myself with preparations for Joes arrival, imagining confronting himmaking him answer for everything. Id greet him, Alice in arms, and thered be a reckoning.
Finally, the doorbell rang.
There was Joe, frozen in the doorway, eyeing the little girl I cradled.
Mum whos this?
Thats a question for you to answer!
He stared, baffled. I dont follow. Whats happened while Ive been away?
Found your granddaughter, didnt I? Alice! I shot back.
My granddaughter? Have you got secret grandchildren somewhere?
Stop messing about, Joe! Beth told me the whole story. You werent raised this way, Im ashamed of you!
He looked almost offended. I asked you not to meddlewhats Beth got to do with this child?
At that, I lost it and poured out everything Beth had told me, with no shortage of accusations. Joe rubbed his temples.
Oh, Mum! Youre so…
Go on, call me foolish again, why dont you? Well, maybe I am. But
Shes not my child, Mum. Beths duped you! Shes after moneywhats she taken?
Nothing, Joe! How dare y
He cut me off. Check your savings! Shes probably made off with it all by now!
Shes not like thatshes just at work
We argued for ages. In the end, Joe agreed to wait until Beth returned to sort it. We waited all evening. I filled him in on everythingbest as I knew it, at least. Joe kept insisting Beth was conning us, but
I dont believe it. Shes a lovely girl, Joe!
A lovely con artist maybe. And you fell for it.
Thats enough, Joe! Shell be back soon, then you’ll have to apologise!
Shes not Alices grandmother, Mum.
We glared at one another.
Its simple enough to checka DNA test, he added.
And we shall! I declared, storming off.
Evening passed. Then night. Beth didnt return. Daylight came and wentno sign. Her phone was off. So I marched down to the shop where she claimed she worked, Alice in tow. They looked at me blankly, said theyd never heard of her. No matter how often I showed staff her photo, nothing changed.
I rushed home, took Joes advice, and searched for the cash and card. Gone. Beths things had vanished, toosave for Alices. The truth hit me at last: we were conned.
But how? She left Alice behindhow could she?!
She was always a wrong un, Joe said grimly. My mates warned me. She ran off with their cash, too. Brought her to meet you, and then she claimed she was pregnant…by me. Fat chance.
Oh, what a fool Ive been! I sobbed, devastated. Why didnt you tell me, Joe?
I didnt want you hurt. You always see the good in everyone.
So what happens now?
We call the police, Mum! At least you never signed the flat overcould have been so much worse.
The police report was filed, but Beth seemed to evaporatenever found. Months trickled by, with no word. Shed barely managed to withdraw any cash before Joe called the bank to freeze the card. It was picked up at some regional train station weeks later.
Alice was placed with me for the time being. Technically I should have resigned from my job, but Joes earnings covered us. A DNA test proved Joe wasnt the father, but by then I loved Alice as though she were my own blood. Joe and I agreed shed stayafter everything, she was family now. Courts later stripped Beths parental rights, and after endless paperwork and juggling jobs, I managed to secure custody. It was exhaustingbut we came through.
A year later, Joe came home from another voyageand this time, he brought a wife.
Mum, this is Sophie. Were going to live together now.
I looked from him to the nursery, uncertain whether Joe had told his bride everything.
But Sophie just smiled. Lovely to meet you, Mrs. Carter! Joes told me all about it, and Im proud of what youve done. Id be honoured to help raise Alice, if youll let me, she glanced at Joe for assurance.
Im quitting the sea, Mumwe want to adopt Alice, start fresh, Joe added.
At last, true happiness came to me. My heart swelledand I swiped away a tear.
If this whole saga has taught me anything, its that trusting people can lead to heartbreak, but loving a child who needs youwithout thinking of yourselfcan heal almost any wound. So, once again, Im grateful for the heart I have and the home I can offer. Thats what makes a family, after all.







