“You’re Just Jealous” “Mum, are you serious? The Savoy Grill? That’s at least two hundred pounds a head!” Igor tossed his keys onto the shelf so hard they clattered against the wall. Olga turned from the stove, where she was stirring the gravy, and immediately noticed her husband’s knuckles turning white as he gripped his phone. He listened to his mother for a few more minutes, then muttered a curse and hung up sharply. “What happened?” Instead of answering, Igor slumped heavily at the kitchen table, staring at his plate of potatoes. Olga switched off the hob, wiped her hands on a tea towel, and sat down opposite. “Igor…” “Mum’s finally lost the plot. Completely lost it in her old age.” He looked up, and Olga saw a mixture of anger and helplessness in his eyes that made her chest ache. “Remember I told you about this… Victor? From her dancing class?” Olga nodded. Her mother-in-law had mentioned her new friend a month ago – in passing, with a shy smile, fiddling with the edge of the tablecloth. Back then it seemed sweet: a fifty-eight-year-old widow, five years alone, and here was a dance club at the local community centre, a gallant partner who knew how to spin her gracefully in a waltz. “Well.” Igor pushed his plate away. “She’s been taking him to the Savoy Grill. Three times in two weeks. Bought him a designer suit for nearly two grand. Last weekend they went to the Cotswolds, guess who paid for the hotel and tours?” “Mrs. Nichols.” “Bingo.” He ran a hand over his face. “Mum saved that money for years—for house repairs, for emergencies. Now she’s blowing it all on some bloke she’s only just met. Absolutely mental…” Olga paused, searching for words. She knew her mother-in-law well—romantic, openhearted, as trusting as they come. The kind of woman who still believes in true love at fifty-eight. “Listen, Igor…” She covered his hand with hers. “Your mum’s a grown woman. It’s her money, her choices. Don’t get involved; she won’t listen at the moment.” “Ollie, she’s making mistake after mistake!” “Yes. And she has the right to make them. Honestly, I think you’re overreacting.” Igor shrugged but didn’t pull away. “I just can’t watch her…” “I know, darling. But you can’t live her life for her.” Olga stroked his wrist. “She has to be responsible for herself—even if we don’t like it. She’s perfectly capable.” Igor nodded gloomily. Two months flew by. The talk about Victor gradually faded; his mum called less often, speaking evasively as if hiding something. Olga figured the romance fizzled out and stopped worrying. So when the doorbell rang on Sunday evening and Mrs. Nichols appeared on the doorstep, Olga didn’t immediately grasp what was happening. “Darlings! My darlings!” Her mother-in-law swept into the flat, trailing sweet perfume. “He’s proposed! Look! Look!” A ring with a tiny stone sparkled on her finger. Cheap, but Mrs. Nichols looked at it as if it were a massive diamond. “We’re getting married! Next month! He’s so, so…” She pressed her hands to her cheeks and laughed, bright and girlish. “I never thought, at my age… I never thought I’d feel this way again…” Igor hugged his mother, and Olga saw his shoulders finally relax. Maybe things weren’t so bad. Maybe Victor really loved her mother-in-law, and they’d been worrying for nothing. “Congratulations, Mum.” Igor stepped back, smiling. “You deserve happiness.” “And I’ve already put the flat in his name! Now we’re a real family!” Mrs. Nichols blurted out, and time seemed to freeze. Olga stopped breathing. Igor jolted, as if he’d hit a brick wall. “What… what did you say?” “The flat.” Her mother-in-law waved a hand, oblivious to their faces. “So he knows I trust him. That’s love, darlings, real love! And love is built on trust.” They sat in a silence so deep that the ticking clock in the living room sounded thunderous. “Mrs. Nichols,” said Olga carefully, “you transferred the deed to someone you’ve known three months? Before the wedding?” “And?” She lifted her chin. “I trust him. He’s decent, not at all as you think. I know you’re all judging him.” “We’re not judging.” Olga took a step forward. “But maybe you could’ve waited until after the wedding. Why rush?” “You don’t understand. This… this proves my love.” Mrs. Nichols crossed her arms. “What do you know about real feelings? About trust?” Igor finally unclenched his jaw. “Mum—” “No!” She stomped her foot, and suddenly Olga saw not a grown woman, but a stubborn teenage girl. “I don’t want to hear it! You’re just jealous of my happiness! You just want to ruin everything!” Her mother-in-law stormed out, bumping her shoulder on the door frame. The front door slammed, and the glass in the display cabinet shook… The wedding was simple—registry office, a second-hand dress, a tiny bouquet of roses. But Mrs. Nichols beamed as if she were walking down the aisle at Westminster Abbey. Victor—a stocky man with thinning hair and a greasy smile—was the model of the doting groom. He kissed her hand, pulled out chairs, poured champagne. Perfect gent. Olga watched him over her wine glass. Something was off. His eyes. When Victor looked at Mrs. Nichols, his pupils stayed cold, calculating. Professional affection. Polished concern. She said nothing. What was the point if no one would listen? For the first months, Mrs. Nichols rang weekly—bubbling with joy, listing all the restaurants and theatres her wonderful husband took her to. “He’s so thoughtful! He brought me roses—just because!” Igor listened and nodded, then hung up and sat in silence, staring into space. Olga kept quiet, and waited. A year slipped by. Then—a knock at the door… Olga opened it and barely recognised the woman standing there. Her mother-in-law had aged ten years overnight: deeper lines, sunken eyes, stooped shoulders. In her hand was a battered suitcase—the same one she’d once taken for their little Cotswolds trip. “He threw me out,” Mrs. Nichols gulped. “Filed for divorce and kicked me out. The flat… it legally belongs to him, now.” Olga quietly stepped aside to let her in. The kettle boiled quickly. Mrs. Nichols sat in the armchair, clutching her mug in both hands, weeping—quietly, hopelessly. “I loved him so much. I did everything for him. And he…” Olga didn’t interrupt. She just stroked her mother-in-law’s back and waited for the tears to subside. Igor returned home an hour later. He stopped at the door, saw his mother, and his face hardened. “Son.” Mrs. Nichols stood, reaching out to him. “Darling, I’ve nowhere to go… You won’t turn me out, will you? Just a room, I won’t take up much space. Children should look after their parents, surely…” “Stop.” Igor raised a hand. “Stop, Mum.” “I have no money. Not a penny left. I spent it all on him, every bit. My pension’s tiny, you know that…” “I warned you.” “What?” “I warned you,” Igor sat down heavily, as though the weight of the world pressed on his shoulders. “I told you: don’t rush. I told you: get to know him. I told you: don’t put the flat in his name. Remember what you said to me?” Mrs. Nichols dropped her gaze. “That I don’t understand real love. That I’m jealous of your happiness. I remember perfectly well, Mum!” “Igor…” Olga tried to interject, but Igor shook his head. “No. Let her hear this.” He turned to his mother. “You’re a grown woman. You made your choice. You ignored everyone who tried to protect you. And now you expect us to pick up the pieces?” “But I’m your mother!” “That’s exactly why I’m angry!” Igor shot to his feet, his voice cracking. “I’m tired, Mum! Tired of watching you throw your life away, then running to me for help!” Mrs. Nichols shrank and started to sob. “He lied to me, son. I really loved him, trusted him…” “Trusted him so much you handed over the flat to a stranger. Brilliant, Mum, just brilliant. Did you forget Dad paid for that flat?” “I’m sorry,” the tears ran unchecked down her face. “I was blind, I know. But please… give me another chance. I’ll never—” “Adults are responsible for their choices.” Igor’s tone was quiet, drained. “You wanted independence? Well, here it is. Find somewhere to live. Get a job. Sort yourself out.” Mrs. Nichols left in tears, sobbing down the stairs. Olga spent the night beside her husband—silent, just holding his hand. Igor didn’t cry. He lay there, staring at the ceiling, sighing heavily from time to time. “Did I do the right thing?” he asked near dawn as the sky began to lighten. “Yes.” Olga stroked his cheek. “It was harsh. It hurt. But it was right.” That morning, Igor rang his mother and arranged a bedsit for her on the outskirts of town. Paid six months’ rent in advance. That was the last help he agreed to give. “From now on, Mum, you’re on your own. If you need to go to court, we’ll help with that. But you can’t live with us…” Olga listened and thought about justice. Sometimes the harshest lesson is the one that sticks. Her mother-in-law got exactly what her blindness had earned her. And though the thought was bitter, it was strangely comforting. And yet, somewhere inside, Olga knew—it wasn’t the end; somehow, things would work out. She didn’t know how. But they would…

Youre just jealous

Monday, 11th May

Mum, are you serious? The Savoy Grill? Thats at least two hundred pounds for dinner. Per person.

James threw his keys onto the shelf so hard they skittered off and hit the wall. I turned from the hob, still stirring the cheese sauce, and immediately saw his knuckles go white as he gripped his phone.

He listened to his mother for a few more tense minutes, grimaced, and abruptly ended the call.

Whats happened? I asked.

Instead of replying, James slumped down at the kitchen table and stared at the bowl of mashed potatoes like he was seeing them for the first time. I switched off the gas, wiped my hands on a tea towel and sat across from him.

James

Shes completely lost it this time, he said. The anger and hopelessness in his expression made my chest ache. Remember that blokeGerald? From those dance classes?

I nodded. His mum, Anne, had mentioned Gerald just last monthsmiling shyly, fiddling with the edge of her tablecloth. It seemed sweet then: a fifty-eight-year-old widow, five years on her own, meeting a gentleman through the community centres dance club, waltzing and laughing again.

Well. James pushed away his plate. Shes taken him to The Savoy Grill. Three times in two weeks. Bought him a suit for sixteen hundred pounds. Last weekend they went down to Bathguess who paid for the hotel and all the tours?

Anne Stephens.

Bingo. He rubbed his palm over his face. Mums been saving that money for yearsnew kitchen, a rainy day. Now shes just throwing it at a man shes known for six weeks. Its mad

I stayed quiet, trying to find the right words. I knew Anneshe was dreamy, trusting, a bit naive, but full of hope and, even after everything, still believed in big, sincere love.

James, listen I placed my hand over his. Shes an adult, love. Its her money, her decisions. You cant make her choices for her, not now. Besides, shes not likely to listen to reason at the moment.

He shrugged but didnt move away.

I just cant watch her he started.

I know, darling. But you cant live her life for her. Shes responsible for her own happinessand her own mistakes. Whether we like it or not. Shes not daft, and its her right.

James nodded grimly, jaw tight.

Sunday, 12th July

Two months slipped by so quickly. The talk of Gerald fadedAnne started calling less, and when she did, she was vague and evasive. I reckoned the romance had run its course and didnt think much more of it.

So when the doorbell rang on Sunday evening and Anne burst in, I was caught off guard.

My darlings! she cried, her perfume lingering in her wake. Hes proposed! Look! Just look!

A ring sparkled on her fingera tiny stone, nothing grand, but Anne gazed at it as if it were the Crown Jewels.

Were getting married! Next month! Hes just wonderful She cupped her cheeks and giggled, giddy as a schoolgirl. I never imagined, at my age that Id feel such happiness again

James hugged his mother, and I noticed his shoulders finally relax. Maybe things were going to be all right. Maybe Gerald did truly love her, and wed been worrying for nothing.

Congratulations, Mum, he said, smiling wide. You deserve to be happy.

And Ive signed the flat over to him! Were a proper family now! Anne blurted out, and for a moment, time stood still.

I almost forgot to breathe. James stiffened as if hed walked into a closed door.

Sorry, what did you just say? he managed.

The flat, she repeated, briskly, oblivious to our faces. So he knows I trust him. Thats what love istrust! Just before the weddingno point waiting.

The silence was heavy enough to hear the hallway clock ticking.

Anne I said quietly, as gently as I could, youve signed your flat over to someone youve known three months? Before even the wedding?

So what? she replied, lifting her chin. I trust him. Hes a good man, nothing like what you two imagine. I know youre thinking badly of him.

Were not thinking anything, Anne. Its justcouldnt you have held off until after the registry office? Why rush?

You just dont understand. This this is proof of love. What do you two know about deep feelings or trust? She folded her arms, defiant.

James finally found his voice.

Mum

No! she stamped a foot, and for an instant, I saw not a grown woman, but a stubborn, sulking teenager. I wont listen to any more! Youre just jealous of my happiness! You always want to ruin everything!

She fled out, pushing past the doorframe. The door banged, and the glass cabinet rattled in protest.

August, 15th

The wedding was smallthe local registry office, a charity shop dress, a bouquet of three tired roses. But Anne glowed as if she were making her vows in Westminster Abbey. Gerald, a solid man with a receding hairline and a smooth, oily smile, played the attentive groom, kissing her hand, moving her chair, pouring the bubbly. Flawless.

I watched him over my glass of wine. Something felt off. His eyeswhen he looked at Anne, his gaze stayed cold and sharp. Calculated affection; his kindness rehearsed, his care too careful.

I didnt say a word. She wouldnt hear me, anyway.

Autumn-Winter

For the first few months, Anne rang every week, bursting with news of posh restaurants and West End theatres; her marvellous husband was so thoughtful, hed brought her roses, just because.

James listened, nodded, then put down the phone and stared into space for ages afterwards.

I gave him his quiet, and watched. The year slipped by in a blur.

Spring

Then the knock came.

It was Anne standing there, but I barely recognised her. She looked ten years older; wrinkles etched deep, eyes sunken, spine bowed. Her battered suitcase at her sidethe same one from her Bath trip.

He threw me out, she choked. Filed for divorce and made me leave. The flatits his now. Its all in his name.

I stepped aside silently and let her in.

The kettle boiled quickly. She sat in the armchair, clutching her mug, weeping softly, hopelessly.

I loved him, truly, she sobbed. Gave him everything. And he just

I didnt interrupt, just rubbed her back and waited out the storm.

James came home an hour later; stood in the doorway, stony-faced at the sight.

James. Anne rose, arms open. Please, darling, Ive nowhere to go Just a little room, I wont be any trouble. Children should care for their parents, its

Stop. He held up his hand. Stop, Mum.

Ive nothing left. Nothing. I spent every penny on him. My pensions not enoughyou know

I warned you.

What?

I warned you, he said, sitting on the sofa with the weight of the world on his shoulders. I told you not to rush. I told you to get to know him. Told you not to sign over your flat. Do you remember what you said to me?

Anne looked away.

You said we didnt understand true love. That we were jealous of your happiness. I remember every word, Mum.

James I tried to cut in.

He held up a hand, voice dull and tired.

No. She needs to hear it. Youre an adult, Mum. You made your choices. You ignored everyone trying to stop you. Now you want us to pick up the pieces?

But Im your mother!

Thats exactly why Im angry! he shouted, shooting up to his feet, voice breaking. Im sick of watching you throw away your life and then running to me when it goes wrong.

Anne shrank, suddenly fragile and small.

He tricked me, James. I really did love him

Loved him so much you gave the flat Dad bought to a total stranger. Brilliant, Mum. Just brilliant.

She wept again, wringing her hands. Im sorry. I know I was blind. But please another chance. Ill never

Grown-ups have to live with their own choices, James said, exhausted. You wanted independence? Here it is. Youll have to find your own place, your own way forward.

Anne left, sobbing on the landing. I spent the night at Jamess side, silent, just holding his hand. He didnt cry. Just lay flat on his back, staring up, sighing from time to time.

Did I do the right thing? he asked at dawn, when the sky was growing pale.

Yes, I told him, stroking his cheek. It was hard and it hurt. But it was right.

That morning, James found her a room to rent on the edge of the city and paid six months in advance. That was to be the last help hed give.

From now on, youre on your own, Mum. If you need help with legal stuff, well sort itcourt costs, whatever. But youre not moving in here

I listened, thinking about what was fair. Sometimes the harshest lesson is the only one that sticks. Anne got exactly what her blindness had brought on her.

And somehow, that thought made me feel both sad and peaceful all at once. But deep inside, I couldnt quite shake the idea that this wasnt the endand that somehow, things would right themselves. I didnt know how, but they would.

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“You’re Just Jealous” “Mum, are you serious? The Savoy Grill? That’s at least two hundred pounds a head!” Igor tossed his keys onto the shelf so hard they clattered against the wall. Olga turned from the stove, where she was stirring the gravy, and immediately noticed her husband’s knuckles turning white as he gripped his phone. He listened to his mother for a few more minutes, then muttered a curse and hung up sharply. “What happened?” Instead of answering, Igor slumped heavily at the kitchen table, staring at his plate of potatoes. Olga switched off the hob, wiped her hands on a tea towel, and sat down opposite. “Igor…” “Mum’s finally lost the plot. Completely lost it in her old age.” He looked up, and Olga saw a mixture of anger and helplessness in his eyes that made her chest ache. “Remember I told you about this… Victor? From her dancing class?” Olga nodded. Her mother-in-law had mentioned her new friend a month ago – in passing, with a shy smile, fiddling with the edge of the tablecloth. Back then it seemed sweet: a fifty-eight-year-old widow, five years alone, and here was a dance club at the local community centre, a gallant partner who knew how to spin her gracefully in a waltz. “Well.” Igor pushed his plate away. “She’s been taking him to the Savoy Grill. Three times in two weeks. Bought him a designer suit for nearly two grand. Last weekend they went to the Cotswolds, guess who paid for the hotel and tours?” “Mrs. Nichols.” “Bingo.” He ran a hand over his face. “Mum saved that money for years—for house repairs, for emergencies. Now she’s blowing it all on some bloke she’s only just met. Absolutely mental…” Olga paused, searching for words. She knew her mother-in-law well—romantic, openhearted, as trusting as they come. The kind of woman who still believes in true love at fifty-eight. “Listen, Igor…” She covered his hand with hers. “Your mum’s a grown woman. It’s her money, her choices. Don’t get involved; she won’t listen at the moment.” “Ollie, she’s making mistake after mistake!” “Yes. And she has the right to make them. Honestly, I think you’re overreacting.” Igor shrugged but didn’t pull away. “I just can’t watch her…” “I know, darling. But you can’t live her life for her.” Olga stroked his wrist. “She has to be responsible for herself—even if we don’t like it. She’s perfectly capable.” Igor nodded gloomily. Two months flew by. The talk about Victor gradually faded; his mum called less often, speaking evasively as if hiding something. Olga figured the romance fizzled out and stopped worrying. So when the doorbell rang on Sunday evening and Mrs. Nichols appeared on the doorstep, Olga didn’t immediately grasp what was happening. “Darlings! My darlings!” Her mother-in-law swept into the flat, trailing sweet perfume. “He’s proposed! Look! Look!” A ring with a tiny stone sparkled on her finger. Cheap, but Mrs. Nichols looked at it as if it were a massive diamond. “We’re getting married! Next month! He’s so, so…” She pressed her hands to her cheeks and laughed, bright and girlish. “I never thought, at my age… I never thought I’d feel this way again…” Igor hugged his mother, and Olga saw his shoulders finally relax. Maybe things weren’t so bad. Maybe Victor really loved her mother-in-law, and they’d been worrying for nothing. “Congratulations, Mum.” Igor stepped back, smiling. “You deserve happiness.” “And I’ve already put the flat in his name! Now we’re a real family!” Mrs. Nichols blurted out, and time seemed to freeze. Olga stopped breathing. Igor jolted, as if he’d hit a brick wall. “What… what did you say?” “The flat.” Her mother-in-law waved a hand, oblivious to their faces. “So he knows I trust him. That’s love, darlings, real love! And love is built on trust.” They sat in a silence so deep that the ticking clock in the living room sounded thunderous. “Mrs. Nichols,” said Olga carefully, “you transferred the deed to someone you’ve known three months? Before the wedding?” “And?” She lifted her chin. “I trust him. He’s decent, not at all as you think. I know you’re all judging him.” “We’re not judging.” Olga took a step forward. “But maybe you could’ve waited until after the wedding. Why rush?” “You don’t understand. This… this proves my love.” Mrs. Nichols crossed her arms. “What do you know about real feelings? About trust?” Igor finally unclenched his jaw. “Mum—” “No!” She stomped her foot, and suddenly Olga saw not a grown woman, but a stubborn teenage girl. “I don’t want to hear it! You’re just jealous of my happiness! You just want to ruin everything!” Her mother-in-law stormed out, bumping her shoulder on the door frame. The front door slammed, and the glass in the display cabinet shook… The wedding was simple—registry office, a second-hand dress, a tiny bouquet of roses. But Mrs. Nichols beamed as if she were walking down the aisle at Westminster Abbey. Victor—a stocky man with thinning hair and a greasy smile—was the model of the doting groom. He kissed her hand, pulled out chairs, poured champagne. Perfect gent. Olga watched him over her wine glass. Something was off. His eyes. When Victor looked at Mrs. Nichols, his pupils stayed cold, calculating. Professional affection. Polished concern. She said nothing. What was the point if no one would listen? For the first months, Mrs. Nichols rang weekly—bubbling with joy, listing all the restaurants and theatres her wonderful husband took her to. “He’s so thoughtful! He brought me roses—just because!” Igor listened and nodded, then hung up and sat in silence, staring into space. Olga kept quiet, and waited. A year slipped by. Then—a knock at the door… Olga opened it and barely recognised the woman standing there. Her mother-in-law had aged ten years overnight: deeper lines, sunken eyes, stooped shoulders. In her hand was a battered suitcase—the same one she’d once taken for their little Cotswolds trip. “He threw me out,” Mrs. Nichols gulped. “Filed for divorce and kicked me out. The flat… it legally belongs to him, now.” Olga quietly stepped aside to let her in. The kettle boiled quickly. Mrs. Nichols sat in the armchair, clutching her mug in both hands, weeping—quietly, hopelessly. “I loved him so much. I did everything for him. And he…” Olga didn’t interrupt. She just stroked her mother-in-law’s back and waited for the tears to subside. Igor returned home an hour later. He stopped at the door, saw his mother, and his face hardened. “Son.” Mrs. Nichols stood, reaching out to him. “Darling, I’ve nowhere to go… You won’t turn me out, will you? Just a room, I won’t take up much space. Children should look after their parents, surely…” “Stop.” Igor raised a hand. “Stop, Mum.” “I have no money. Not a penny left. I spent it all on him, every bit. My pension’s tiny, you know that…” “I warned you.” “What?” “I warned you,” Igor sat down heavily, as though the weight of the world pressed on his shoulders. “I told you: don’t rush. I told you: get to know him. I told you: don’t put the flat in his name. Remember what you said to me?” Mrs. Nichols dropped her gaze. “That I don’t understand real love. That I’m jealous of your happiness. I remember perfectly well, Mum!” “Igor…” Olga tried to interject, but Igor shook his head. “No. Let her hear this.” He turned to his mother. “You’re a grown woman. You made your choice. You ignored everyone who tried to protect you. And now you expect us to pick up the pieces?” “But I’m your mother!” “That’s exactly why I’m angry!” Igor shot to his feet, his voice cracking. “I’m tired, Mum! Tired of watching you throw your life away, then running to me for help!” Mrs. Nichols shrank and started to sob. “He lied to me, son. I really loved him, trusted him…” “Trusted him so much you handed over the flat to a stranger. Brilliant, Mum, just brilliant. Did you forget Dad paid for that flat?” “I’m sorry,” the tears ran unchecked down her face. “I was blind, I know. But please… give me another chance. I’ll never—” “Adults are responsible for their choices.” Igor’s tone was quiet, drained. “You wanted independence? Well, here it is. Find somewhere to live. Get a job. Sort yourself out.” Mrs. Nichols left in tears, sobbing down the stairs. Olga spent the night beside her husband—silent, just holding his hand. Igor didn’t cry. He lay there, staring at the ceiling, sighing heavily from time to time. “Did I do the right thing?” he asked near dawn as the sky began to lighten. “Yes.” Olga stroked his cheek. “It was harsh. It hurt. But it was right.” That morning, Igor rang his mother and arranged a bedsit for her on the outskirts of town. Paid six months’ rent in advance. That was the last help he agreed to give. “From now on, Mum, you’re on your own. If you need to go to court, we’ll help with that. But you can’t live with us…” Olga listened and thought about justice. Sometimes the harshest lesson is the one that sticks. Her mother-in-law got exactly what her blindness had earned her. And though the thought was bitter, it was strangely comforting. And yet, somewhere inside, Olga knew—it wasn’t the end; somehow, things would work out. She didn’t know how. But they would…
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