Don’t Think Ill of Me

25December2025
Dear Diary,

Ive been looking forward to the New Year break for ages. Sophie, my colleague from the finance department, was buzzing with plans to head up to Aviemore and finally learn how to ski. Shes a thirdyear student at university, on a fully funded place, and even gets a modest bursary. She bragged to the office that her daughter, Emily, doesnt have to pay tuition and still receives a stipend, so she can afford a holiday.

Rachel, our senior analyst and friend of Sophie, chimed in: Youre right, Sophie. Your daughter is a star. My own son is still a bit of a layabout, drifting between university and parttime jobs, leaving his father to sort out the bills.

Sophie is a department manager at a large firm in London, earning a decent salary. She owns a flat in Islington and a small car. She and her exhusband split twelve years ago; he moved back to his hometown in the north and never contacted them again. Sophie never pressed the issue she raised Emily on her own. Emily now studies in Manchester and is likely to settle there.

Sophie is slender, with chestnut hair cut into a sleek bob and sharp hazel eyes. Shes courteous and warm. After the divorce she dated a few men, but none have sparked that lasting love she now seems to have found.

In preparation for the twoweek ski trip, she spent months dreaming about the snow. Rachel, look what I bought a proper winter ski suit. Its pricey, but its for me, she laughed, admiring the sleek jacket. Ill finally learn to ski. You and your husband go up the slopes often, and Ive never even tried. If only we had a ski centre closer to London!

Before Christmas we all attended the companys endofyear party, drank a few pints, and headed off on holiday. Rachel wished her a proper break: Were off to my inlaws in Yorkshire, so Ill see you after the holidays. Sophie thanked her and promised to enjoy the rare winter vacation.

When Sophie returned from Aviemore, the office was abuzz with her glowing stories. Rachel greeted her with, Youre beaming, Sophie! Looks like you had a brilliant break. Sophie replied, It was the best holiday ever the mountains, the fresh air, the charming village of Aviemore, and the ski slopes at Glenshee. I even tasted a few glasses of red wine and tried the local haggis.

She then announced, I met James, a ski instructor, and Im smitten. Rachel teased, Well, finally something serious! Sophie gushed about Jamess kindness, his gentle manner, and how he whisked her around the resort, took her to the finest restaurants, and confessed his love during a dinner with a spectacular mountain view.

Rachel asked, Are you both serious? Youre in London, hes in Scotland how will that work? Sophie admitted shed thought about it. James, she said, had promised to move to London for her. He said hed stay here as long as Im happy, but I dont want to abandon my career, she explained.

When the time came for Sophie to fly home, James pledged, I have two months left on my contract, then Ill be with you. They kept in touch daily, exchanging tender messages. Sophie told Rachel everything, thanking fate for bringing James into her life.

A few weeks later, James sent a frantic message: Ive had a bad fall while training and broken my leg in two places. Doctors say I need immediate surgery. Sophie called him straight away. Ill take unpaid leave and fly over to be with you, she offered. James replied, Dont bother coming yet. Im in hospital and need £300 for the operation and some cash while Im off work. Sophie, head over heels, wired the amount without a second thought.

Rachel grew uneasy. Sophie, thats a lot of money. Maybe you should verify the details, ask for the doctors number. Sophie brushed her off with a sharp look, insisting James was sincere.

Days turned into weeks as James recovered. He kept writing long, plaintive messages, begging for another £30000 to buy a ticket back to London. My life feels like a dark tunnel, he wrote. Your love gives me hope. Please dont think badly of me. Rachel, after reading the plea, warned, It sounds like a scam. Youre not obligated to keep sending cash.

Sophie defended James, arguing that any man in trouble deserved help, especially from someone who loved him. She dismissed Rachels suspicion as mistrust.

Eventually, the firms HR director, a practical man named Mark, intervened. Sophie, stop. This bloke is a conartist. Tell him you cant send any more money. Sophie called James. Im sorry, but Im broke myself. I cant help you any further, she said. James snapped back, Youre greedy, you dont care. Goodbye. He hung up abruptly.

Rachel sighed, I told you so. Such men arent worth a penny. Youll find a real gentleman someday. I nodded, feeling a mix of relief and pity for Sophie.

Looking back, I realise how easy it is to be swept up by romance and overlook red flags. Trust is vital, but it must be balanced with a healthy dose of scepticism. Ive learned that love should lift you up, not drain you, and that protecting oneself isnt selfishits necessary.

Lesson learned: cherish genuine affection, but never sacrifice prudence for the promise of a fairytale.

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