Returned After a Year
When I stepped out onto the landing to toss my rubbish, he was still sprawled right by the door. My Arthur. Ginger, dignified, with a snowy waistcoat on his chest and that same lazy, almost mocking look hed always worn. As if he hadnt crashed into the kitchen only a couple of hours earlier, knocking the pot lid to the floor. I gave a nodhe didnt so much as twitch an ear.
On my way back, the doormat was empty.
I didnt panic, not then. It wasnt unheard ofmaybe hed wandered down a floor and curled up by someone elses flat like he used to. I called out. Wandered about the stairwells. Checked down the flights. Stepped out into the garden. Nothing at all.
Arthur never ventured far. He had his set path: the block entrance, the bench by the front door, the bush with catmintnot much else. He wasnt fussed by cars, pigeons, other cats. He watched the world go by. And then, gonejust like that.
By the evening, Id scoured the whole square. Calling, whistling, shaking the treat box, feeling hopelessly foolish. No reply, only sympathetic glances exchanged between elderly neighbours:
Not come back yet?
Been a whole day now.
Well, you know how it iscats always onto their own thing
No. He wasnt just a cat. He was family. Ours. In seven years, hed never just vanished.
On the third day, I tacked up posters. Each with a photo: Arthur on the windowsill, Arthur curled into a spiral, Arthur with that signature disgruntled glare straight to camera. Calls trickled in. Some asked questions. One chap was sure hed seen a lookalike at the market clear across town. Off I went. Wasted an hour. Turned out to be a ginger dognot Arthur.
A week later, someone mentioned some teenagers loitering in the corridor. One had even asked the residents whose cat was resting up on the fifth floor. Said he looked tame, easygoing, probably valuable…
Think they took him?
Seems likely, I said. And for the first time, I didnt bother holding back my tears.
A month slid by. Then another. I tried to keep busywork, errands, listening to footsteps and door slams echoing in the passageway. Every time, my heart skippeda hope it was him. But no.
After a while, I put away his food bowl. But not his blanket. I kept washing it, drying it, folding it back in place. Just in case. Because, what if
One day a friend arrived, presenting a kitten. Grey, bustling, constantly squeaking.
You cant keep on like this, all bereaved and gloomyshe said.
I kept the little one. Named him Button. He was cheeky, loving, daft. But he wasnt Arthur. Each time I stroked him, emptiness echoed through my chest. Not because the kitten wasnt enough. But because my heart still remembered before.
Nearly a year staggered onwards. Winter now. Drifts up to my knees, black ice everywhere. Trudging home from work, lugging a heavy shopping bag, muttering curses at the slippery steps and realising Id forgotten to buy tea again. Suddenlya faint scratching sound. Soft, ghostly, hardly there.
I froze. Edged to the door. Opened it.
Him.
Arthur sat on the mat. Gaunt, filthy, frostbitten ears, shivering paws. And in those eyes the very same look. As if to say: And where have you been this whole time?
I couldnt believe it. I crouched down. Reached out my hand.
Arthur?..
No meow. Just rose slowly, teetered to me, and pressed his forehead into my palm.
I burst into tears right there, in the stairwell, encumbered with my bag and a loaf, bundled in my coat. The tears ran and ran. And he pressed and pressed, as though he too could barely trust itthat he was really home now.
I took him in. Warm water. A bath. Food. He gobbled as if hed never tasted a meal before. Then curled up in the chair and slept. Instantly. In a ball.
Later we visited the vet. Tailfrostbitten, the tip lost. A couple of teethbroken. Bodyworn thin. Scars, bruises. But alive. Alive!
Someone mustve had him, the vet said. Very good with people and far too battered. Most likely stolen. Either dumped out or he got away. But he found his way back.
Returned on his own
Its rare, but it does happen. Their sense of smell, their memory. We have no idea how clever they are.
Since then, hell only sleep in my bed. Ignores his old blanket. Has no desire to set paw outside. At first he chased Button away, but now hes accepted him. Now they eat from one dish and wash each other like proper brothers.
Sometimes I wonderwhat if I hadnt opened the door that moment? What if Id come home a minute later?
But he waited. He did, for nearly a year. Scrawny, frail, but alive.
Now, even when popping out for just a tick, I always checkis the door completely shut?
Always.
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