I Will Never Forget You

Lydia Bennett walked home in an unbuttoned wool coat, clutching a worn leather satchel full of students’ exercise books. She’d spend the evening marking essays.

Spring had come quickly—the bare branches had barely budded, and now tiny green leaves unfurled under the warm sun. Everything would be in bloom soon.

Passersby greeted Lydia respectfully, and she nodded back with a quiet smile. She’d taught most of them—or their children—English and literature at the local school. Though petite and slim as a girl, age hadn’t taken her grace. Still, who was there to marry in a place like this? She’d lived alone in a little cottage on a narrow lane for twenty-five years, ever since the council assigned it to her as work housing when she first arrived.

The town itself was little more than a village. New teachers got flats in red-brick blocks now, but hardly any came—London and Manchester pulled them away. Lydia had grown attached to her home. In her free time, she pottered in the garden. When she’d first moved here, she couldn’t so much as boil an egg, but life had taught her to chop wood, tend vegetables, even pickle cabbage and jam.

Life…
Back then, it had been spring too. Two lads sat under her dormitory window arguing over the spelling of some word—both wrong. She’d leaned out and corrected them. One, quick-witted, asked her to check an incident report. She stepped outside, fixed their mistakes.

“Ta! Lucky we bumped into you. What’s your name?”
“Lydia.”
“Michael. You a teacher?”
“Or an educator, lecturer—better terms,” she’d said, frowning.

She’d liked him immediately—a bear of a man who made her feel safe. When he proposed, she’d said yes without hesitation.

His mother hadn’t approved. “What’ll you do with her, read books? Bet she can’t even cook. You’ll suffer with that one,” she muttered after Lydia left. And she wasn’t wrong—Lydia burned pasta, forgot pots on the stove while lost in novels. Michael’s mum took over the kitchen, teaching her grudgingly, while Michael smartened up, cut out the swearing. They were happy.

A year later, their son James was born—steady like his dad. Too soon, perhaps, but easier than taking maternity leave mid-term. His grandmother griped louder about Lydia’s uselessness, even in front of her. Lydia endured it, whispering complaints to Michael at night.

“She doesn’t like me.”
“I do. That’s what matters.”

When James was older, Lydia wanted to return to work, but her mother-in-law snapped, “You’ll ruin him. I’ll mind him,” and quit her job. Though grateful, Lydia’s late-night marking drew more sighs—until Michael started staying out, slouching in worn clothes, swearing again. Then came the news: he was seeing someone—a brassy shop girl from the corner store, stacked with dyed-red hair and thick eyeliner. She fed him black-market treats, asked nothing of him.

Lydia confronted him.

“Sorry, love. We’re just too different,” he said, avoiding her eyes.

She went to the council, asked for a transfer—anywhere. A spot opened when a young teacher fled a tiny village. They offered a cottage. She took it, packed James, and left.

The village was barely more than a hamlet. The house had a rotting woodshed, no plumbing. But Lydia learned—chopped wood, drew water from the pump. James chased neighbour’s cats through the currant bushes. Michael paid child support but never visited. He married the shop girl; they had two daughters.

James left for university, crashed at his dad’s, griped about cramped quarters, bratty sisters. Michael’s wife clashed with his mum—screaming matches, neighbours banging walls. His mum moved into her flat. Visits stopped.

At first, James came home for holidays. Each time he stepped through the door, Lydia flinched—he looked so like his father. Now he was a lead engineer, holidayed in Spain, sent postcards. Alive, well. Fine.

Across the road, builders raised a new house. One—tanned, sleeves rolled up—caught her watching.

“Like it?” he called.
She nodded.
“You live there? Roof’s sagging. Porch too.”
“It leaks in heavy rain,” she admitted.
“Want me to fix it?”
“How much?”
“We’ll agree. Finish this job next week. I’ll stop by.”

Henry was fortyish, solid. What did he want with her? She was near retirement. But the house needed work.

When he came by, he noted materials, waved off her worries.

“Don’t rush payment. Feed me instead?”

Over wine, he confessed he’d left his wife, joined a crew travelling for work.

“Tired of drifting. Fancy putting me up while I fix the place? That’ll cover it.”

She hesitated—but the roof couldn’t wait. Neighbours raised eyebrows at the man in her garden, but the house soon gleamed with fresh paint, a new porch. Lydia still caught the gate out of habit.

She fancied him, though she’d never admit it. “Old biddy like me,” she scolded herself. Yet somehow, they fell into step—walks by the river, berry picking. She wore her hair down, glowing like the refurbished house.

Gossips sneered. “Plenty of proper widows, and he picks that dried-up schoolmarm?”

Lydia ignored them. She didn’t try to change Henry. Loved him as he was.

Three years slipped by like one long summer.

Then one evening, he sat staring at the wall. Her stomach dropped.

“What?” she whispered.

“Sorry, Lyd. My wife rang. My boy’s asking for me. He’s grown. She’s struggling with the kids.” He knelt, buried his face in her apron. “I’ve got to go. Let me.”

She packed his things—clothes, the secondhand van he’d bought. As he loaded up, she followed.

“I’ll never forget you. Call if you need repairs. Though it shouldn’t. Forgive me.” He tucked a stray curl behind her ear, hugged her. Then drove off.

She locked the gate, crumpled onto the bed, wept. Returned to work three days later, aged overnight.

The phone never rang. “Must be going well for him,” she lied to herself.

She didn’t know. Fifteen miles from town, a drunk driver swerved into Henry’s lane. The van crumpled. He died before the ambulance came.

Every day, Lydia touched the porch he’d built, the gate he’d fixed. Pretended they held his warmth.

Years passed. The wood greyed.

Then James fetched her—grandchildren needed minding. She went gladly.

Who knows? Maybe one day, she’d turn a corner and see Henry.

“Hello,” she’d say.

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