Listen to Yourself

Listen to yourself, Helen said, tapping the doorframe of her daughters room. We agreedGranddads waiting.

Mabel stood in the doorway, a tote bag of homemade preserves in her hands. The glass jars rattled softly as she stepped inside. She ripped herself from the laptop, rubbed her bridge of the nose, and blinked away the fatigue from hours of cramming notes.

Mom, I cant. My exams are right around the corner. I need at least a day to lie down, Mabel pleaded.

Helens voice sharpened. You want to lie down while Granddads blood pressure is spiking? He lives alone in that little Yorkshire village, and youre thinking of staying in bed? Youre selfish, Mabel.

Heavy footfalls echoed from the hall. Simon, already in his travel coat, appeared behind his wife.

Whats this then? he surveyed the room, piled high with textbooks and printed sheets. Your daughters refusing to go see her Granddad. Shes exhausted, isnt she?

Simons brow furrowed. He seldom meddled in Helens arguments with Mabel, but something in his normally placid expression shifted.

Mabel, this is over the line. Your Granddad isnt getting any younger. We havent seen him in a month, he pressed.

Mabel slumped back into her chair, irritation simmering but she held her tongue. Dad, I get it, but Im practically on my feet. Let me come next weekend, just for a day. Ill sit with him, talk properly.

Helens voice rose. Again with your just a day! Next weekend, next month, next year! Meanwhile Granddads sitting there alone! Seventytwo years old, and his granddaughter cant tear herself away from a computer!

Mum, stop, Mabel snapped.

No, stop! Do you ever think of anyone but yourself? Your father and I are working like dogs, and you cant even drive to Granddads for a single day? Helen barked.

Mabel pressed her lips together. Inside, a stubborn resistance rosea vague, inexplicable reluctance to go that she couldnt quite name. It was more than tiredness; it was a faint premonition that she needed to stay home today.

Im not going, she said firmly. Sorry.

Simon shook his head. Fine, stay here and rest. Dont be surprised if Granddad stops calling you his beloved granddaughter.

Simon, dont start, Helen grabbed his sleeve. Lets just go. Talking to her is pointless.

They slammed the front door shut. Mabel sat motionless for a long while, listening to the fading echo of their steps and the distant hum of a car starting in the driveway. Eventually she exhaled, reached for her laptop, and let the quiet settle around her like a soft cocoon.

She flung the windows wide, letting the warm May air and the faint city hum drift in. She brewed a cup of tea, settled at her desk, and finally let herself unwind.

The clock nudged three oclock when Mabel stretched, cracked her back, and headed to the kitchen for a biscuit. A strange scent slipped into her nostrils.

At first she ignored itperhaps the neighbours were barbecuing, the street smells always mingled. But the odour grew sharper, not the sweet smoke of a grill but an acrid, chemical sting.

She walked toward the balcony, each step intensifying the smell. It was bitter, biting, tinged with synthetic fumes. She flung the balcony door open and froze.

The sofa was ablaze, black smoke choking the room.

No, no, no! she cried, lunging at the couch. An unfinished cigarette with an orange tip lay on the upholstery, its ember having been blown in from the balcony.

Mabel bolted to the kitchen. Her hands shook as she yanked a pot from the cupboard. Water from the tap dribbled agonisingly slow, but she didnt wait for it to fill. She hoisted the heavy pot and sprinted back.

The first pot doused the smouldering patch, but the foam inside continued to curl. She grabbed a second pot, then a third, pouring water over the flames each time. By the fourth pot the smoke began to thin.

She stood amid the wreckage, breathing hard, elbows wet from the splashed water. The sofa was reduced to a soggy, charred heap of fabric and foam. The flat reeked of burnt plastic.

She sank onto the damp floor, knees drawn to her chest. A shiver ran through her as adrenaline faded, replaced by a cold, lingering fear. If she had left with her parents, if the flat had been empty, if she hadnt caught the smell in time

The house could have burned down, taking with it every document, every memory. She fumbled for her phone and dialed her mother.

Mum her voice cracked.

Emily? Whats happened? Helen asked.

Mum, there was a fire. It started, I put it out, but the sofa its gone.

Silence hung for a beat. Then Helens voice softened. Are you alright? Are you okay?

Yeah, Im fine. A cigarette from the balcony sparked it. I didnt notice at first, but I got water on it quick enough. I didnt call the fire brigade; I handled it myself.

Were on our way, Simons voice crackled in from somewhere behind her mother, his tone urgent. Stay inside. Dont go anywhere. Were coming.

The line went dead.

Mabel remained on the floor, staring at the smouldering remains of the sofa shed grown up on. Her mother had bought it when she was twelve; it had held family movie nights, her first tears over a broken heart, and her fathers afternoon naps.

An hour later the front door burst open. Helen stormed in, hair a mess, eyes red.

Emily! she shouted, lunging forward, stopping as if frozen in the doorway. Her gaze flicked over the ruined sofa, the puddles of water, the black soot streaks on the walls. Then she turned back to Mabel, who was perched on the arm of a chair.

God

Helen stepped forward and wrapped Mabel in a fierce, bruising hug, inhaling the scent of her perfume, her sweat, and a lingering whiff of fear. Im sorry, she whispered into Mabels hair. I was a terrible mother this morningcalling you selfish, irresponsible Im so foolish.

Mabel held her mother tight, words stuck in her throat.

Simon entered, moving slowly around the room, gauging the damage. He touched the charred wall, sat beside the ruined couch, and poked at the melted foam with his finger.

Well done, he said finally. You put it out properlylots of water, quick thinking.

I didnt think, I just acted, Mabel admitted.

You did exactly what needed to be done. The important thing is you didnt freeze.

He placed a heavy hand on her shoulder. Good job, Em. You saved our home.

Helen wiped her cheeks with the back of her hand, mascara streaking down her face. Do you realise what would have happened if youd gone? she asked, voice trembling. The flat would have been empty, windows open, the fire would have swept through everything The whole block could have been at risk. The Petrov family downstairs have two small childrenimagine that.

Mom, I get it, Mabel said softly.

No, listen. We would have come back to ash. Or the whole staircase could have collapsed. Its terrifying, Helen continued, her shoulders shaking. I shouted at you this morning because I was scared. I was scared of losing you.

Simon squeezed Helens shoulders. Enough, Len. It didnt happen. No point in spiralling.

Helens tears kept coming, unrestrained. I called you selfish, yet you saved us all.

Mum, I didnt know it would turn out like this. I was just exhausted and wanted to stay, Mabel replied, patting her mothers hand.

And thats the point! Helen snapped, then softened, looking straight into Mabels eyes. You didnt know, but something inside you did. Call it intuition, a gut feeling, whatever you like. It kept you here, and it saved us.

Simon snorted, halfamused, halfrespectful. Mothers love their mysticism, but shes right. Your stubbornness this morning ended up being a blessing.

The rest of the day passed in a strange, quiet stupor. Simon carted the burnt couch to the tip, Mabel scrubbed the floor, and Helen wiped the soot from the walls. They worked in silence, exchanging short, practical remarks.

By evening the flat looked almost normal again, except for a bright rectangle on the floor where the sofa had stood.

They ate a simple dinner of pasta and sausages at the kitchen table, chairs pushed close together. Helen stirred her tea and said, Emily, Ive got something important to tell you.

Mabel lifted her eyes from the plate.

Listen to your intuition. Always. Even when it sounds foolish, even when everyone else tells you youre wrong. If something inside nudges you, dont argue with it.

Simon nodded, chewing thoughtfully. Ive lived my whole life on logic and calculations. But sometimes you get that click in your head, that gut feeling, and you just know what to do.

Today that something saved our house, Helen added.

Mabel smiled ruefully, her mouth full. It was strange to hear such words from her mother; their relationship had often crackled with tension. Yet now, something shifteda fragile but genuine connection grew among them.

Well go to Granddads next weekendall together, Mabel said. Well tell him well, not everything. His heart cant take too much.

Exactly, Helen replied with a weak grin. Well say the sofa wore out, and well get a new one.

And Ill bring a bucket of water for the balcony, Simon joked.

They laughed, the sound nervous but relieving.

Outside, dusk settled over the town. Lights flickered on, and somewhere in the distance a siren wailedperhaps a ambulance, perhaps a fire engine. Mabel listened, a shiver running through her.

She had learned something vital todaynot just about trusting a hunch, but about acting when needed, about not freezing, about the hidden fear behind a parents scolding. She understood that behind Helens angry words lay a terror of loss, a love that could only be expressed through frantic protest.

Helen rinsed the dishes, Simon headed to his laptop to research new sofas, and Mabel lingered at the table, warming her hands on a mug of tea.

It was a Sunday evening, but nothing about it felt ordinary.

Mum, she called.

Yes?

Thank youfor coming back, for not shouting, for just being here.

Helen turned from the sink, looked at her daughter with a tired, but warm smile. Thank you, Em, for saving us all.

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