Keeping in Touch
Morning broke for Margaret Turner just as it always had. The kettle on the hob, two spoonfuls of tea into her beloved old teapota squat brown thing dating back to when her children were small and the world still brimmed with promise. As the water heated, shed flick the radio on in the kitchen and half-listen to the news, the familiar voices of presenters more comforting now than most faces shed see.
On the wall, a clock with yellowed hands. The hands kept steady time, but the landline telephone beneath them rang less and less these days. Once, it would shrill each evening as friends called to chat about a soap or compare blood pressure readings. But friends had grown frail, moved away to their children in distant towns, or quietly faded altogether. The phonea sturdy thing with a receiver that fit pleasingly into her palmrested in the corner. Margaret would often stroke it as she passed, as if checking this thread to the outside world still pulsed with life.
Her children called on their mobiles. Or rather, she knew they called each other, since, when they visited, their eyes stayed glued to their screens. Her son, halfway through a conversation, might suddenly drop silent to peer at his phone, mumbling, Just a sec, Mum, before his fingers began tapping at the glass. Her granddaughterskinny, ponytailedbarely ever put her phone down at all. Friends, games, lessons, musicher entire world in that slim device.
Margaret, meanwhile, had her own ancient mobilea little chunky thing bought for her the first time shed ended up in hospital with a bad turn.
So we can always ring you, her son had said.
It lived in a grey case, stashed on the shelf in the hallway, often out of charge, or lost in the folds of her handbag among tissues and shop receipts. Rarely did it ring. When it did, shed fumble the buttons and curse herself for the slow, clumsy fingers that never seemed quick enough.
She turned seventy-five that day. The number felt strange, unreal. Inside, she still felt at least tenno, fifteenyears younger. But the birth date on her passport didnt lie. The day followed its usual track: tea, BBC Radio Four, a few gentle exercises the doctor at the surgery had shown her. Then she pulled yesterdays salad from the fridge and set a pie on the table. The children had promised to arrive at two.
Nowadays, birthdays werent discussed over the landline but in some group chat. Once, her son had said,
We sort everything in the family chat, me and Sarah. Ill show you sometime.
But he never did. To Margaret, chat was a foreign word, belonging to a life where people lived in little boxes and spoke only in silent letters.
At two, they burst through the door. Grandson Jamie first, with his battered rucksack and headphones; granddaughter Sophie slipped quietly in behind him, then her son and daughter-in-law, arms straining with bags. At once, the flat was crowded and noisy. The air filled with the scent of bakery pastries, Sarahs perfume, and a fresh, brisk note she couldnt quite place.
Mum, happy birthday. His hug was brisk and stronghurried, as though other tasks awaited just beyond the front door.
Presents landed on the table, flowers took a vase. Sophie, without preamble, asked for the Wi-Fi password. Sighing, her son fished in his pocket for the scrap of paper, reading out a jumble of numbers and letters that made Margarets head spin.
Nana, why arent you on the group chat? Jamie asked as he kicked off his trainers and wandered into the kitchen. Thats where everything happens, you know.
Some chat, she said, nudging pie toward him. I manage just fine with this phone, thank you.
Thats the thing, Mum, Sarah cut in, exchanging a look with her husband. Actually, we have a little present for you.
He pulled a neat white box from one of the bagssmooth, with a shiny pattern. Immediately, anxiety bloomed inside Margaret. She already knew what was inside.
Its a smartphone, her son said, like announcing a diagnosis. Nothing fancy, but decent. Theres a camera, internet, the lot.
Whatever for? she asked, steadying her voice.
Why do you think, Mum? We can video call, see each other in the family group. We post photos, newseverythings online nowadays. Book GP appointments, check bills. You always complain about NHS queues
Ill manage as I am she started, only to catch her sons careful sigh.
Its for our peace of mind, Mum. You can message us, or we can get hold of youno waiting about with that old mobile, wondering which buttons which.
His smile cushioned the words, yet still, they stung. Wondering where the green button is. As if she was no use at all.
All right, if youre sure, she said, eyes down, fingers resting on the box.
They all opened it together, as once theyd opened toys at Christmasbut now, the children were grown, and she found herself at the centre of the circle, feeling far more the pupil than the matriarch. The device inside was thin, blackoddly slick and cold. There wasnt a button in sight.
Its all touch-screen, Jamie explained. Just swipelike this.
A finger across the glass, and a dazzling array of symbols glowed to life. Margaret jumped. This wasnt a simple tool, it was as though the thing might ask for a passcode, a usernamedemands she didnt understand.
Dont be nervous, Nana, said Sophie, suddenly gentle. Well set it up. Justdont press anything on your own, all right? Yet.
That, oddly, wounded deepest of all. Dont press anythingas if she were a child, about to smash someones cherished vase.
After lunch, everyone squashed into the living room. Her son set the phone on her knees and ran through the steps.
Soheres the power button. Hold it down. Theres the lock screen. To unlock, swipe here.
He moved so fast it all blurredpower, unlock, swipea language shed never spoken.
Hang on, she asked, one at a time, or Ill forget everything.
Youll be fine, Mum. Its dead simplejust needs practice.
She nodded, knowing it would take far more than a moments practice. The world had moved. Somehow, she had to squeeze into these neat rectangles the rest inhabited.
By evening, the numbers were inchildren, grandchildren, neighbour Valerie, even her GP. Her son installed a messaging app, sent a test message, enlarged the font so she wouldnt squint.
Look, this is the family group. If you want to say something, just type here.
He sent a messagetestingfollowed by a cheer from Sarah: Brilliant, Mum! Sophie answered with a flurry of colourful emoji.
And how do I? Margaret asked.
Just tap here, her son showed her the message bar. Keyboard pops up. Or, if you want, theres a button for voicepress and speak.
She tried. Her fingers trembled. She aimed for Thank youinstead, Tgank yu flickered on screen. Both son and daughter-in-law chuckled; Sophie sent more smiley faces.
Dont worry, her son said, eyes softening at her embarrassment. Everybody gets it wrong at first.
She forced a smile, feeling as if shed failed a babys test.
When they left and the flat fell quiet, half a pie, flowers, and an empty white box marked where celebration had been. The phone lay face down. Margaret cautiously turned it over and pressed the button. The screen flared gently, showing last years Christmasa photo of the whole family. She caught herself, one eyebrow arched, scepticism etched already.
She slid her finger as instructed; the icons jumped up. Phone, messages, cameraunfamiliar landscape. Her sons words echoedDont touch anything unnecessary. But how on earth was she to know what that meant?
She laid the phone delicately back on the table and set about clearing the plates. Let it settle in, get used to the flat.
Next morning, she woke earlier, eyes on the new phone almost at once. It still looked alien, but last nights panic was receding. A thing, after all, could be mastered. Shed learned to use a microwave, hadnt she? Even if shed half-expected the thing to explode.
Tea made, she drew the phone toward her. Her palm was damp. The Christmas photo winked up. She swipeda mess of apps. Spotted the green receiver, something she at least recognised. She pressed.
Up came the list: her son, Sarah, Sophie, Jamie, Valerie. She picked her son, tapped Call. The phone buzzed; bars pulsed on screen. She brought it to her ear.
Hello? Her sons voice, a little startled. Mum? Everything all right?
All fine, love. Pride flared in her chest. Just checking it works.
See? Piece of cake. Well done, Mum. Though its cheaper if you use the appFaceTime, you know?
Margaret faltered. Face what?
Ill show you later. Im at work now.
She ended the call, heart thudding like after a brisk walk. But inside, something glowed. Shed rung all by herself. Didnt have to ask.
A couple of hours later came the first family messagephone blipped, screen shone. Sophie: Nana, how are you? Under it, a little box blinkingtype here.
Margaret gazed at it a long while, then pressed. The keyboard sprouted. The letters were small, but she could manage. Pressed each deliberatelyf for fine; a wrong tap, erased; started again. It took ten minutes to string together, All well. Having tea. Misspelled well, but left it. Pressed send.
Seconds passed. Sophie replied: Amazing! Did you do that yourself? Plus a heart.
Margaret realised she was grinning. Herself. Shed sent it. Among all their whirring lives, her words too now appeared.
The next day, neighbour Valerie popped by with a jar of jam.
I hear the kids got you one of thosewhat do you call itsmartphones, she said, untying her shoes.
Smartphone, Margaret replied, the word still feeling too trendy for her but enjoying the taste of it.
And? Hasnt bitten your hand off yet? Valerie teased.
Only beeps at me so far, Margaret sighed. No buttons, everywheres screens.
My grandson keeps on toosays you cant do much nowadays without one. But I reckon Im too old. Let them keep their internet, I say.
Thats all right if you think youre too old, Margaret said, though something in her bristled. Wasnt she too old too? But now, that odd machine on her kitchen table murmured otherwisenot yet too late. Worth a try.
A couple of days after, her son phoned, saying hed booked her a GP appointment online. Margaret was astonished.
Online! How?
Through NHS Online Servicesits all there now. You could do it too. I wrote your login and password downits in the drawer under the phone.
She found the paper, neat letters and numbers staring up at her. Like holding a prescriptionclear enough, yet how to swallow?
Next morning she decided to try. Opened the phone, tapped the web browser (her son had pointed it out). Typed the web address slowly, copying each character. Made mistakes, had to start over, curses barely stifled. At last, the right site appeared. Blue and white and intimidating.
Enter login, she read aloud. Password.
The login went in, just. The passwordletters and numbers, screen flickering between casesproved maddening. At one wrong touch, the whole thing erased. Swearing now (and surprised at herself), she set the phone down and picked up the landline.
I cant do it, she told her son. These passwordspure torment.
Dont get cross, Mum. Ill pop round later, show you again.
Youre always showing me, she snapped, to her own surprise, and then you go, and Im still none the wiser. Still alone with it.
A silence hung.
I know, Mum, he said at last. But work, you know. Tell you whatIll come with Jamie. Hes better at teaching these things than me.
She agreed, but the phone went down heavily. Without them, it seemed she could do nothing. Only a burdena constant lesson to be explained.
That evening, in came Jamietrainers off, slumped comfortably onto her sofa.
Right, Nana, he grinned. Show me where you got stuck.
Tapping, swiping, all a blur for her, but he walked her throughlogins, buttons, even how to switch the keyboard to English or numbers.
Look, he pointed, your appointments here now. If you need to change it, just tap here.
What if I cancel it by mistake? she asked anxiously.
Just pick a new one. Not the end of the world.
Easy for himunimaginable for her.
After he left, she sat a long time with the device in her lap. The tiny screen seemed always to be testing her. Now a password, now some new error. Life used to be so simplering, arrange, turn upand now the world expected you to navigate endless screens and options.
A week later, trouble: her name vanished from the GP list. She woke with a thumping head, found her appointment had gone. Had she fiddled with the settings last night, staring at the system, curious and confused? Had she pressed something wrong?
Panic bubbled. Without an appointment, shed have hours in a stuffy waiting room, coughs circulating, pains rising.
Her first instinctring her son. But hed said he was snowed under at work. Margaret imagined him, frowning at a screen, muttering, Sorry, Mums having trouble again. Shame stung.
She steadied herself, took a breath, and recalled Jamies instructions. No rescuers this timeshed try herself.
Phone open; slow breaths. Tap the NHS app, log in. Her hands were shaking, but steady enough. No appointment listed. All right. She found Book Appointment. Scrolled through GPs. Next slot was three days offlater than hoped, but better than nothing. Morning. Confirm.
The loading screen spun. Then bold letters: Successfully Booked. Her name, date, time. She double-checked, pulse settling. Shed managed it. No help, just her.
One more test. She opened the messaging app, found the GPs contact her son had added. Steeled herself, pressed the microphone.
Hello, its Margaret Turner. My blood pressures not great at the moment but Ive booked to see you for Thursday morning online. If theres space sooner, please let me know.
Send. A tick. Silence. But a few minutes laterthe phone chirped. The GP: Noted, Margaret. If you feel worse, please ring any time.
Relief; a little pride. The world, for once, wasnt miles away.
That evening, she messaged the family chat: Booked my appointment myself. Online. Misspelled it, didnt care.
First to reply: SophieWow! Better than me! Then Sarah: Mum, Im proud of you, honestly. Finally, her son: See, I knew you could.
Each reply felt like something opening within hera gentle, buoyant letting go. Not that she was suddenly swept into their whirlwind, but shed found her stringtug it, and someone appeared.
After her appointment (a quiet, reassuring visit), she resolved to learn something new. Sophie had spoken of swapping photos of lunches and pets with friendsa daft notion, Margaret had thought, but sort of charming too.
So one bright afternoon, sunlight glinting off glass jars of seedlings on the window, she tried the camera. The kitchen, but now inside a box. She edged the phone closer to her tomato shoots. Click.
A bit blurry, but not bada tangle of green in morning sun. Looking at it, she felt the shoots were herpushing up, through unfamiliar soil.
To the family chat, attached the photo. My tomatoes are sprouting. Send.
Replies pinged unstoppably. Sophie sent a snap of her desk, books everywhere. Sarahs was a salad: Inspired by you. Her sonoffice selfie, weary but smiling: Mums got tomatoes, Ive got accounts. Whos winning?
She laughed aloud, warmth flooding the flat. For a moment, they were all together, across towns and offices, yet close.
It wasnt always smooth. Once, she recorded herself muttering at the telly and accidentally sent it to the family groupuproar from the grandchildren, Sarahs message: Mum, you should host your own show. Embarrassing, but she couldnt help but chuckle. At least they heard her voice.
She mixed up chatsonce asked everyone at once how to delete a photo. Jamie replied with a careful tutorial; Sophie sent, Dunno either, Nana. Sarah posted a meme: Proud of our techy mum.
Still, she fumbled, dreaded updates, hesitated at system refresh. They sounded as if something fundamental might change just when shed grown used to things.
But fear ebbed, slowly. She found bus timetables without hunting a leaflet, checked the forecast in a swipe. Once, she even found a cake recipe like her mothersthe familiar ingredients bringing an unexpected sting to her eyes.
She didnt boast, just baked the cake and posted its photo: Remembered as Gran used to bake. A burst of hearts, requests for the recipe. She photographed her spidery handwritten note and shared it.
One day, Margaret realised the old landline was gathering dust. Still hanging by its cord, but not the only string to the world anymoreshed woven a new, invisible thread.
An evening slipped quietly past, windows glowing in the house opposite. Margaret, in her chair, phone in hand, scrolled through the family chata collage of her sons office, Sophies beaming selfies, Jamies jokes, Sarahs quick updates. Between theirs, her own cautious entries: tomatoes, recipes, questions on pills.
She knew there was still a distance. Shed never keep up with the emoji banter, nor interpret every in-joke. But they saw her messages, replied, added the cherished heart Sophie had taught her.
The phone chimed. A new messageSophie: Nana, algebra test tomorrow! Can I call after and moan for a bit?
She smiled, typing slowly, careful of each letter: Call me. Im always here. Send.
She set the phone beside the mug of tea. The room was quiet, but silence no longer meant emptiness. Beyond these walls, calls and messages waitedher own place, not in the whirl, but somewhere safe inside this network of screens.
She finished her tea, turned off the kitchen light, and glanced back once at the phonea small, black rectangle quietly waiting. She knew now: whenever she needed, she could reach out, and someone would be there.
For now, that was more than enough.







